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Gardening

from Let the Flower Grow by Evelyn Gray

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    Photography by Courtney Brown
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    Illustrative work by Finn Lockwood
    @thestrangestplaces

    Layout by Amber Cunningham
    @coppervvtch

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lyrics

Tell me what you need and that’s all I will be.
Breathing your disease ‘til I’m sick and my knees
cannot continue supporting this version of me.
Tell me who I am because I don’t know.
The only thing I’m sure of is I’m alone,
waiting in silence and searching for home.

I’m never quite myself anymore,
just fragments collected off bedroom floors.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be whole again
‘cause I don’t know if I ever really have been.
Now I’m drowning in my mind.
I’m drowning all the time.
I think I died a couple of times,
but in your arms I always fly.
Back then now I’d never be.
True to you, eventually.
I’m falling now, can’t you see that without my head I cannot be?
Broken now, perpetually wondering if I’ll see you in my sleep.
Will I see you in my sleep?

Gardening, now I’m starting to sprout
from planting the seeds of a new me.
I hope you can see I’m digging the weeds
to make more room in my heart for you.

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from Let the Flower Grow, released July 27, 2019

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Evelyn Gray Portland, Oregon

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